You can’t understand how hard it is to say no when he asks for you back. Unless you’ve been in love before, you have no idea at all how hard it is, no matter how much he has fucked you over, hurt you, or messed you up. When you’re in love you will look past every single bad thing in him, you will do anything to have him back in your life, and no matter how strong you think you are, and how you tell everyone you will never let someone back into your life who treated you like shit, love changes everything. Love makes you weak and vunerable, it changes what you believe in, how you act, everything. And no matter what he has done you would still do anything for him. So don’t you dare judge someone for going back to him because if you have never loved before, you really just don’t understand.